TO DELIVER ONE'S SELF FROM ONE'S BIG TOE...FEAR NO ART FOR FEAR EATS THE SOUL...

Run forward, the way will spring open to youTO KNOW...

Be destroyed, you'll be flooded with life


Humble yourself, you'll grow greater than the world


Yourself will be revealed to you, without you.


- Jalal-ud-Din Rumi

(Translated by Andrew Harvey from A Year of Rumi)

THE TRADEMARK...

THE BRAND OR MARK OF THE LAW OF FLAWS...

THE NAME FRAME RESONANCE...

SOUNDINGS OF DEPTHS OF FULLNESS IN WELL-STEIN WHERE SWITCHES MATTER...

WHERE DREAMS ECHO AND RESOLVE MAKES IT THROUGH THE IMPOSITIONS TO A GENERATIVENESS OF OWNING ONE'S SOUL...

TO RELEASE FROM THE EXCESSIVENESS OF CONTROLS...BIG TOE AND BIG TOW...

TO RELEASE...RELIEVE...FROM SUFFERINGS...LOOSEN THE KNOT...

DELIVERANCE...FORGIVENESS...

TO SEE 'BIG TOE' AS INFERIOR INFLUENCES...BAD TRAITS...DEPENDENCIES...

TO BUILD A NARRATIVE OF REDEMPTION...TO BREAK CYCLES OF FRUSTRATION...

TO KNOW DEADNESS IN DIPLOMACY MEDIATIONS OF FALSE...OF VANITY...OF MIMESIS...

TO MOVE AWAY FROM THOSE WHO UNDERMINE WORTH...SELF ESTEEM...

TO FACE 'EYES WATCHING EYES'....ZONINGS OF HYPERVIGILANCES...EXCITING BITCHERY...TREASURED LOSSES...SEDUCTION MANIPULATIONS OF WANTING TO BE WANTED...

THE INWARDNESS OF RAGE COMPRESSIONS AS VANITY FEARS LIMIT...INHIBIT...DECAY.......

TO REMOVE OBSTACLES TO DELIVERANCE...

HEART COHERENCE OUT OF 'AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS' AND LAW OF FLAWS SURROGATE ZONING...DAZE WAYZ...

INNER NECESSITY DRIVING OUT OF PRETEND BEING AS ONE IS ABLE TO LET GO OF 'HARD EARNED' BEHAVIORS OF FORTRESS MEDIATIONS.

IT IS MOVING TO TRUTH OF URGENCY OUT OF FALSE IDOLATRY OF SELF ABSORPTIONS IN DOGMAS AND SENSAMORA CRAZE AND CRAVE EROTICISM BLINDNESS..

STRENGTH TO REALIZE IT IN SOUND...

MANIFESTATION OF FEELINGS,

 THOUGHTS, EXPRESSIONS,

PERCEPTIONS IN ELOQUENT

 INSISTENCE...

SOUNDS OF FULLNESS OUT OF INTENITY-DENSITY COMPRESSIONS... THE OPPRESSIONS OF IMPOSITIONS ...TO FIGHT THROUGH THE INNER REALM AND KNOW ONE'S RESONANCE... ECHOIC ASSERTION

SOUND... 

SOUL BELL...

    FINE FULLNESS

 OF INSTINCTS, INTUITION AND REALNESS...

     OUT OF MUFFLED AND SUPPRESSED WAYS OF MEDIATION...

TO OWN ONE'S OWN RESONANCE AS EXPRESSION AS WELL AS RECEPTIVITY WITHOUT THE FILTRATIONS OF IMPOSITIONS AND REACTIVITY TO RULES AND FEARS OF BEING CRITICIZED...

TO CREATE IN BOLDNESS...BE MORE IN COURAGE PRESENCE...TO HEAR THE INNER VOICE AND LISTEN AS IT CALLS FORTH ALIVENESS OUT OF THE MEDIATIONS OF 'WOONDEAD'...

AS CHOPIN STUDENT GREWINGK WROTE... 'I SEE THE TIMIDITY AND LACK OF SELF CONFIDENCE FORM A KIND OF ARMOR AROUND YOU, BUT THROUGH THIS ARMOR I PERCEIVE SOMETHING ELSE THAT YOU DON'T ALWAYS DARE TO EXPRESS, AND SO YOU DEPRIVE US ALL'-CHOPIN GUIDANCE IN A PUPIL'S MEMOIRS

ACCESS AND CREATIVE STRENGTH...SPONTANEITY DRIVING OUT OF MELANCHOLY AND THE THICK SKINNED WAYS OF POLITICAL MEDIATIONS...

FOR QUALITY EMERGES FROM GENERATIVE LEARNING AND INSIGHTS...DOING WHAT ONE LIKES TO DO...PRODUCTIVENESS IN DISCIPLINING KNOWLEDGE OF ENCOUNTERS INTO FORMS...

DIFFERENCE...WHAT IS TRANSFORMATIVE...WHAT IS ACCUMULATION OF EXPERIENCE

WOONDEAD...

INERTIAL PATTERNS OF ACCUMULATING, STORING, BUFFERING, PADDING, FORTRESSING...BLOCKING, DENIAL, CORRIDORING, POWER/CONTROL IMITATIVENESS...TENDENCIES OF BECOMING 'MORE SO' AS THE SUCCESSFUL 'MEDIATIONS' OF A 'MANUFACTURED PERSONALITY' BECOMES THE MEANS OF USING A SERIES OR SEQUENCE OF BEHAVIORS AND DISPLAYS OF IMAGE/ROLE/PERFORMANCE TO FILTER AND GET NEEDS 'SOMEHOW'...EVEN IF IN A FANTASY OR ROMANCE OR SELF-DECEPTION WAY...

A PROCESS OF 'WANTING TO BE WANTED' IN PERSONALITY...IN SEDUCTION...IN INDIRECTION AND MISDIRECTION AS NOT BEING ABLE TO  EXPRESS AND SEEK 'TRUTH OF URGENCY'...

REAL CHANGE IS NOT BECOMING 'MORE OF THE SAME'...BECOMING 'MORE SO'...ACCUMULATING ADVENTURE AND STORIES...

REAL CHANGE IS LETTING GO OF RIGIDITY, IMPOSITION ORDER COMPLIANCES, SOFT/HARD ANAESTHESIAS IN ADDICTIVE HOUDINI ESCAPISMS...

REAL CHANGE IS WILL IN HEART COURAGE TO GENERATE AND GROW...TO LET GO OF HARD EARNED MEANS/BEHAVIORS' THAT MEDIATE AND PRECLUDE REAL PRESENCE...

FOR WHO GOES IN AS 'AS IS' TO BE LIGHTER AND NON BURDENED BY THE ACCUMULATIONS OF FALSE IN DEFENSES AND HYPERVIGILANCES...DISTANCINGS... WHO DOES NOT DO 'ADVERTISEMENTS' FOR THE MANUFACTURED' AND IMPRESSION MANAGED SELF...

WHO LETS GO AND MOVES FORWARD IN PATH OF HEART TRUTH...INTEGRITY IN ORGANS, FIBERS AND SOUL...

WHO GROWS IN MOVING IN NEW PATHS...BEYOND STORAGE CONTAINERINGS OF BEEN THERE AND DONE THAT...

WOONDEAD AS 'IN TEN CITIES' OR 'INTENSITY'...

TEN SHUN AND TEN IS AS IN 'TENS' OF RHYTHMS...

 TEN SIT SITES OF NEGOTIATIONS... TEN SIT 'TEASE'...

10 SIT TEASE AS REARINGS  OF WITHHELD IS POWER GREATER THAN LOVE...CONTROL MAKING EXCHANGES IN DEALS OF SOMETHING FOR SEXUALITY..

V...THE CENTRALIZED EROS OF HIP S OUT OF HIP WARS...THE RELEASINGS IN NON ACCUMULATIONS AND NEGOTIATIONS...

THE WILL OUT OF TRAPPED LIFE AND RESCUE DREAMS...THE REAL PRINCESS IS YANG AS WELL AS YIN AND STRONG ENOUGH TO ASSERT IN PRESENCE....

WILL IS MOVING OUT OF THE LEVERAGES OF QUESTS OF DESIRE AS A STRATEGIST USING EMULATIONS...IMITATIONS AND CHAMELEONIC BEHAVIORS OF FANTASY, ILLUSIONS AND COSMETIC DISPLAYS...VEILS AND FORTRESSINGS...

TO OVERCOME THE MANUFACTURED SELF IN THE THWARTING MANIPULATIVENESS OF INTENSITY IN DENSITY ESPECIALLY AS CORRIDORED IN NARROWNESS OF GUIDED ENERGIES INTO ROLE OR PERFORMANCE...A SPLITTING WITHIN AS DENIAL, SHUTTING DOWN, REPRESSION AND COMPLIANCES WITH IMPOSITION ORDERING COMPEL 'ESTABLISHING' MARK-IT 'PLACE' WORTH...VALUE IN AN EXCHANGE RATE...

VIRGIN AND UNAVAILABLE...SACRED SPACE AND NO MAN'S LAND AS 'SAFE IS IN THE LOSS TERRAIN OF SORROW, GUILT, SHAME AND GRIEF...

FOR COURAGE IS TRUTH OF URGENCY OUT OF THE PLATEAU OF 'WOONDEAD'....
OUT OF 'INTENSITY-DENSITY'...

OUT OF MEDIATIONS INTO AFFIRMATIONS...FOR COURAGE TO LOVE IS EROS COURAGE TO LIVE...BREATHE AND COME FORWARD...

IF PERSONALITY IS AN UNBROKEN SERIES OF SUCCESSFUL GESTURES...

...THEN THERE WAS SOMETHING GORGEOUS ABOUT HIM, SOME HEIGHTENED SENSITIVITY TO THE PROMISES OF LIFE'[GREAT GATSBY-F.SCOTT FITZGERALD]...

THE CIRCULARITY SEQUENCES OF AN INERTIA PERSON...A FORTRESSED THOUGHT AND DEFENSES WAY...A RAZZLE-DAZZLE IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT OF 'IMAGE MAKING' THAT THWARTS AND WARDS AND DISPLAYS FOR THE DEPTHS LACK SEASONINGS OF REALNESS AND SHADOWS CRASH INTO THE SHORINGS CONSTANTLY...

THE GLIB AND THE IMITATIVE FILL THE STREAMS OF SAFENESS IN PEER AND SPOTLIGHT 'ISMS'...

THE CONSIDERED AND DEEPLY ENCOUNTERED ARE INDIVIDUALS MOVING IN SEPARATE PACINGS...LIVING IN STRENGTHS OF SOLITUDE AND AWARE OF THEIR GREAT DISAGREEMENTS WITH THE REASONABLENESS OF A SOCIETY'S PURPOSE-ALIENATIONS OF ENGAGEMENTS AND CONTRIBUTIONS...

NONE OF THIS IS OF ANY USE AT ALL...

ECHOES AND CONCENTRATIONS, ACCUMULATIONS, STORAGES AND WITHHELD ...THE FEELINGS OF 'NOT GOOD ENOUGH, LACK, POWERLESSNESS' IN PSYCHE DRAMAS OF MEDIATION, LEVERAGINGS, FORTRESSINGS...THE DENIALS AND BLOCKS OF TRAPPED LIFE...

THE 'WOONDEAD' ENERGIES WITHIN...

THE INERTIA OF A WAY THAT SUFFOCATES EROS VITALITY...A TIME CLOCK OF IMPOSITION ORDERING THAT FLARES IN MOMENTS OF WILFULLNESS AND DEFIANCE TO SEEK RELEASE AND 'PROVE' ONE'S WORTH YET IS NOT TRUTH OF URGENCY...THE LESS THAN FULL DISTRIBUTION AND CIRCULATION OF SELF, COMPRESSIONS AND CORRIDORINGS, ZONINGS OF 'INTENSITY' IN DENSITY AREAS...TIMES OF EXTREMES IN PLACES AND PATTERNS WITHOUT FULLNESS OF TRUTH OF URGENCY...

WOONDEAD IS THE DISTORTION AND IMBALANCE THAT COMPELS USING DESIRE AS A STRATEGIST IN EMULATION INSTEAD OF HEART PRESENCE IN WILL TO LOVE IN COURAGE OF AS IS INTIMACY...

THE CONCENTRATIONS OF MAGIC ARE NOT THE CONCENTRATION FULLNESS OF PRESENCE IN LOVE MOVING AND BEING...MAGIC IS UNITY WITH THE UNIVERSE IN MARSHALLING WILL FOR A MAGICAL ACTION...THE CONCENTRATIONS OF MEDITATION ARE NOT THE CONCENTRATIONS OF REAL TIME LOVING...

MOVING TO CONCENTRATIONS IN STILLNESS SEEMS TO FOSTER CONSCIOUSNESS AND AWARENESS OF SELF IN AS IS YET LOVE IS ENCOUNTER IN A LIVE GIVE AND TAKE OF DOING AND BEING...LOVE IS EROS LIFE FORCE IN A WILL OF INTIMACY PRESENCE CONNECTION...DEPTHS OF HEART...SPIRIT...PHYSIOLOGY OUT OF THE LIMITS AND CONSTRAINTS OF EXCHANGES AND RECIPROCITY...

WOONDEAD

WOONDEAD


...THE TWILIGHT REALM OF OPPORTUNITY

 TO CHANGE

 TO A HEALTHY ASSERTION OF EROS

 IN TRUTH OF URGENCY...

 OUT OF FALSE PERFORMANCE

 AND NARCISSISTIC INDULGENCE...

OUT OF AUTO-EROTIC SELF ABSORPTION AND SKILLED SEX MANIPULATION...OUT OF MUTUAL MANIPULATIVENESS AND DISCHARGE...OUT OF FANTASY AND PRETEND...OUT OF DREAMS AND DISSOCIATION...OUT OF PAIN-KILLER MEANS OF NUMBING AND ANAESTHETIZED ESCAPISM...OUT OF THE INTENSITY IN A NARROWED OR CORRIDORED PATTERN OF ZONING DENSITY...

A NEW WAY OF REAL TIME...TO FACE WOONDEADNESS...THE REALM OF INNER DEADNESS OF SHUT DOWN WAYS...THE CONFLICTS OF VANITY FEARS AND IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT...

THE REALM OF 'USE WHAT YOU GOT TO CATCH OR HOLD'...THE ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR MENTALITY...THE POWER GREATER THAN LOVE EXCESSES OF CONTROL...THE EXCHANGE GAME OF KEEPING SCORE...

THE HIDDEN AGENDA MEANS OF DECEPTION AND RAWAR CONQUEST...THE OWNERSHIP OF WITHDRAWALS AND DISTANCINGS AS WELL AS MANIPULATIVENESS OF SEDUCTIONS AND TRICKS...THE ABSENCE OF INTEGRITY IN EROS AS 'DISCHARGE' OR 'RELEASE' [GETTING OFF IS MORE VALUED THAN INTIMACY PRESENCE]...

DIFFERENCE...CHANGE...CRISIS AS OPPORTUNITY TIME OF RECONSTITUTION OR RECRYSTALLIZATION OF DIRECTION...LETTING GO OF MEDIATION POWER MEANS AND EXCESS BAGGAGE OF HABITS WAYS...


THE ACCESSING OF 'INNER NECESSITY' IN SEEKING TO BREAK THROUGH THE IMPOSITIONS OF EXTERNAL SOURCES AS GUIDANCE FREQUENTLY COMES FROM DAMAGED PSYCHES OF MANY WHO ANAESTHETIZE AND NUMB OUT IN HABITS AND DRIVES OF SELF DECEPTION FOR 'THEY ONLY DREAM THEY ARE AWAKE'...

THE FALSE FANTASY DISSOCIATIONS OF IMITATIONS AND DENIALS...THE BLOCKS AND REDIRECTIONS OF LIFE FORCE FOR SOCIAL-ECONOMIC...THE INSTINCTS MUFFLED IN IMPOSITION TIME...THE NATURAL SUPPRESSED IN CONTROL FEAR TIME...THE RHYTHMS OF A CULTURE SERVING EMPIRE TEMPOS...


ELITE TIME...

TEMPOS OF 'WHO CONTROLS' HIS OR HER SEXUALITY... WHO DECIDES FOR SOMEONE ELSE... WHO DEFINES, REWARDS AND PUNISHES FOR SEXUAL PRESENCE...WHO DISTORTS AND LEVERAGES 'DESIRE' FOR MONEY, RELIGION AND STATUS...

WHO PACIFIES, THWARTS, MANIPULATES AND/OR USES SEXUALITY TO CONTROL AND 'OWN' SOMEONE ELSE...WHO SURRENDERS TO A DEAL AND WHO IS STRONG ENOUGH TO OVERCOME THE SELF BY SURRENDERING TO THE REALNESS OF TRUTH OF PRESENCE...

WOONDEAD






CLOCKSPEED...HE ASKED HIMSELF...HOW MANY DIFFERENT WAYS DID DID WOMEN KEEP TIME?






THERE WAS CHILD TIME, MOTHER TIME, FATHER TIME, SIBLING TIME, SISTER AND BROTHER TIME...FAMILY TIME AND FRIENDS OR PEER TIME...TELEVISION AND FILM FANTASY TIME...






TIME TO WORK...TIME TO PLAY...TIME TO LOVE...






NOT ENOUGH TIME...






WAITING AROUND...TOO MUCH TIME...






THE BLOODSHED SETS OUR CLOCKS TIME...






MENSTRUAL BLOOD TIME...






WARGASM AND PREDATION TIME OF FORCE OF VIOLENCE AND CONQUEST TIME...






THE TIME OF 'WOONDEAD'...A RAWAR TIME …






RAWAR TIME...THE SEXUALITY AND VIOLENCE AGGRESSION IN CONQUEST AND POWER TIME...THE FORCE OF DEFINITION IN CULTURE, EROS, SEXUAL ASSOCIATIONS AND FERTILITY...THE CONTROL OF THE NEXT GENERATION...AS IN THE MOVIE 'CHINATOWN' WHERE THE EXCESSES ARE QUESTIONED IN 'WHAT CAN YOU DO WITH ALL THAT MONEY'? ONLY TO SEE 'THE FUTURE' AS THE EASY ANSWER...






IT IS THE DORIAN GRAY CULTURE OF MIRRORINGS AND IMMORTALITY AS VISUAL IMAGES AND ECHOES NEVER CHANGE...THE OSCAR WILDE STORY OF THE PAINTING THAT IS ALTERED IN CORROSIONS AND DECAY AS DORIAN GRAY NEVER AGES...A CLIMATE AND A CULTURE WHERE THE ILLUSIONS AND DECEPTIONS OF DREAMS AND HOUDINI ESCAPISM ARE THE NORM AS THE CONSEQUENCES ARE BORNE IN THE ILLNESSES AND OVERLOADS OF THE ORDINARY IN ACCUMULATIONS TO COMPENSATE AND MEDIATE AGAINST THE TEMPOS OF AN ONGOING SPEED OF THE GREED--HAVE TO HAVE GAME OF KEEPING SCORE IN WATCHING 'WHO HAS MORE'...






SO WHO REALLY KNOWS WHAT TIME IT IS...






THE SEXOMONEY MEDIA FASHIONINGS OF 'CRAZE AND CRAVE' BECOMES 'IMBALANCES' AND SKEWS...THE 'TOP DOWN' RHYTHM TIME OF BUILDING PYRAMIDS MAKES FOR REWARDS FOR THE C.E.O.'S AND MANAGERS OF EMPIRE...






WALL STREET SETS OUR CLOCKS IN 'DOW-REACTIVITY' TIME...THE WORLD TRADING MARKETS OF AN INCESTUOUSNESS OF 'WEALTH-MONEY MAKING' THAT FORCES 'INSIDERS' VS. 'OUTSIDER' WAYS...SO IF YOU CANNOT CHALLENGE OR BEAT THEM...JOIN THEM'...






MONEY AND ASSETS WORTH MORE THAN LIVES TIME...THE COSTS OF DOING BUSINESS TIME...THE EXPENDABILITY TIME OF 'CHEAP LABOR' AND REPLACEMENTS...THE CLIMATE OF LEVERAGINGS AND MERGINGS WHERE 'MOST DO NOT HAVE' GOLDEN PARACHUTES AND A 'PIECE OF THE ACTION'...IT IS A HUGE 'GAP' OF WHAT DOES AND DOES NOT MATTER...






A GREAT WOONDEAD-NESS...






THERE IS 'LIP-SERVICE' TIME...POLITICO FINANCE LOBBYIST TIME...TELL YOU 'WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR' TIME...PUBLIC RELATIONS 'PHOTO-OP' IMPRINT AND IMAGE TIME...EVENING NEWS REPORT TIME AND GOSSIP UNDERCURRENTS TIME...

SOUND BYTE AND GLIB TIME...






THE OPPRESSIVENESS OF TRICKLE-DOWN BECOMES THE THEFT OF A 'RESOLVE TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE' TIME...JUSTICE DELAYED AND JUSTICE DENIED TIME...

THE ALIEN-LIES AND DECEPTIONS OF TRUTH TIME...THE HOGWASH CONTEMPT AND 'CON' TIMES...THE 'FOOL MOST OF THE PEOPLE, MOST OF THE TIME' TIME...

THE 'CON' 'O' 'CO' OF 'CO' 'CA' AND 'CO' 'LA' IN A MEDIA STEAM OF 'COOL FIRE' PENETRATIONS INTO HUNGERS...NERVES, FIBERS AND GUTS CRYING OUT FOR PAINKILLERS AND ROMANCE DREAMS...THE E PLURIBUS UNUM AS 'OOH-NUMB' OF ONE OUT OF MANY...




THE TIME TO HAVE AND TO HOLD, TO FOLD, TO COMMIT, TO LEAVE AND LET GO...TO BUY AND TO SELL...

TO CELL...






TO LOVE AND BE LOVED...






FOR THE SPIRITUAL TIME IS THE TIME OF THE 'WOONDEAD'...THE TIME OF GOING WITHIN TO UNIFY WITH ALL IN THE UNIVERSE...TO FACE MORTALITY AS JIM MORRISON SAID 'THAT NO ONE GETS OUT OF HERE ALIVE' AND TO KNOW ONE'S HEART AND SOUL AS WHAT IS DENIAL, SUPPRESSION, REPRESSION, TRAUMATIZED AND 'DEADENED' OR BLOCKED WITHIN...






IT IS LIFE FORCE 'EROS' AS DRIVE TO BE PRESENT SEEKING TO EMERGE OUT OF THE 'WOUNDS'...THE ARROWS OF EARLY HARM, HUMILIATIONS AND FEELINGS OF POWERLESSNESS THAT BECOME FORTRESSINGS WHERE THERE IS NEVER ENOUGH 'WOO-ING' POSSIBLE TO OVERCOME THE 'WOONDEAD-NESS' OF TRAPPED AND WEBBED LIFE...

IT IS 'NO ONE IS LOVED ENOUGH' TO FULLY REALIZE AND RECOVER FROM THE TREASURED LOSSES AND YEARS OF COPING AND ENDURANCES...

TO LOVE IS THE PATH OF BEING IN AND SHARING WITH SOMEONE/OTHERS IN DOING WHAT IS ONE'S GIFTS AND TALENTS-TO LOVE...






IT IS A QUEST OF THE REALNESS OF BEING TO 'OVERCOME OR OVERTHROW' THE FALSE SELF OF IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT AND THE BEHAVIOR-CONTROL-POLITICAL MEDIATIONS OF THE FALSE SYSTEM OF DECEPTION...THE 'TRADITIONAL GAME WAY' INERTIA OF GENERATION TO GENERATION...






THE 'REASONABLE' AND THE 'CUSTOMARY' REPETITIONS OF FOLLOWING IN THE 'FOOTSTEPS' PATTERNS OF 'THIS IS THE WAY IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN DONE' TEMPOS...TIMINGS...






WOONDEAD...






THE 'OUT OF SYNC'...THE 'OUT OF BALANCE'...THE 'FAR BEHIND' AS THE TENETS OF 'REARINGS' IN 'TURNED INWARD AGAINST ONESELF' CONSEQUENCES BECOME THE DISTORTIONS OF HUNGER THAT RESULT IN LOSS OF ORGANIC INTEGRITY AND SELF ESTEEM...TRYING TO KEEP PACE WITH A 'SCARCITY-RARITY-DISPOSABILITY' SPEED COMPELS A CONSTANCY OF ADAPTATIONS OR WITHDRAWAL...A DISTANCING FOR MOST PEOPLE WHO ENDURE IN A LACK OF 'CREDIT' FOR CONTRIBUTIONS AND WORTH...A SEPARATION FROM THE SOCIAL-ECONOMIC THAT IS A GREAT SOURCE OF STRESS...THE EMPLOYMENT 'AT WILL' AND THE VULNERABILITIES OF LEVERAGING ENERGIES MERELY TO 'KEEP DOING'...






THE DRIVES OF THE FEW TO 'PRIVATIZE' BASIC COMMUNITY SERVICES HAS HARMED THE SOCIAL CONTRACT...THE GENERAL WELFARE OF HEALTH CARE HAS BECOME A MONEY GAME OF HEALTH INSURANCE WITH RICH MANAGERS AND SHAREHOLDERS WHILE ORDINARY PEOPLE GO BANKRUPT TRYING TO PAY FOR EXCESSIVELY HIGH PREMIUMS AND EXPENSES FOR WHAT IS COVERED WITHOUT DEALING WITH WHAT IS NOT PROVIDED FOR...






IT IS NOT COMMUNITY TIME...IT IS MONEY TIME...






IT IS ALWAYS A STRUGGLE TO DEFINE 'ZEITGEIST' OR THE SPIRIT OF THE TIMES...






FOR TIME IN CONFLICT BECOMES WAR TIME...FOR RITUALS BECOME RELIGIOUS OR WITCHCRAFT OR NATIONALISM TIME...FOR ENERGIES ARE DIRECTED TO WHATEVER IF THE FORCE IS STRONG ENOUGH...






FOR ENERGIES ARE DIRECTED AGAINST THE ENEMIES OF THE TIMES...MCCARTHYISMS AND GENOCIDES, ETHNIC CLEANSINGS AND APARTHEIDS, FREE SPEECH AND CENSORSHIP...A TYRANNY OF THE WEAK WHO USE FORCE TO DESTROY OR CONTROL CONTRARIANS AND DISSENTING VOICES...






TO 'CLOCK HIM'...TO SET HIS CLOCK...






FOR TIME IS LIGHT AND SHADOW AS IT OCCURS WITHIN AS WELL AS IN GLOBAL GEOGRAPHY...SHADOWS OF LEADERSHIP TIME...SHESHADOWS OF MEN OR WOMEN TIME...






ENLIGHTENMENT TIME...TRANSPARENCY TIME...DARK AGES TIME...






THINGS RUN THEIR COURSE...BIRTHING TIME...RIPENESS, BEAUTY AND SEASONING TIME...






TO MATURE, GROW AND HAVE ONE'S TIME IN THE SUN...






A TIME TO THRIVE...










A TIME OF BEAUTY AND THE BEAST...FEAR AND DESIRE...WISHES AND DREAMS...AN INTERSECT TIME...A TIME OF REPRESSED RELEASINGS AND TABOOS OF SHAME AND GUILT...BEING GOOD...BEING SO GOOD THAT ONE WILL NOT BE CRITICIZED...ONE WILL NOT HAVE LOVE TAKEN AWAY...ONE WILL RECEIVE EVERYTHING THAT MAKES THE TERROR OF ALONENESS AND ABANDONMENT WORTH IT...






ECSTASY PATHING OF A EUPHORIA...FANTASY SPLITTING TIME THAT THE REAL VISCERAL HAS BEEN NUMBED AND CONTAINED...NOTHING WILL EVER CAUSE ME TO FEEL THAT SCARED AGAIN...






HYPERVIGILANCE ALARM TIME...






WARINESS HALTING WONDER AND CURIOSITY...IMAGINATION SKEWED INTO EXPECTATIONS OF FURTHER HARM...






DEFENSE FINDING WAYS TO FILTER GETTING NEEDS MET YET TOTALLY PREVENTING EXPOSURES...DISCOVERY OF THE HIDDEN AND VEILED...VULNERABILITY...






A TRADE-OFF OF BONDAGES AND BINDINGS AS RAGE TURNED INWARD AGAINST THE SELF...A REARING CORRIDORING OF COMPRESSION AS CONTROL ALLOWS ONLY CERTAIN TYPES OF LAUGHTER AND FORGETTING...






TIME TO AVOID AND TIME TO WITHDRAW...NO TIME FOR PLEASURE AND SPONTANEITY...






TIME FOR WANTING TO BE WANTED WITHOUT TIME TO BE IN TRUTH OF URGENCY...TIME TO IMITATE AND MEDIATE AS BEING REAL IS NO TIME AT ALL...






ANGST AND VANITY TIME...






FOR SOMETHING IN THE WAYS OF MOTION...LAWS OF ATTRACTION...URGES OF INSTINCTS SEEKS TO SURFACE...TO PIERCE, PENETRATE, MERGE AND KNOW...DEEP HUNGERS OF VITALITY BREAKING THROUGH THE IMPOSITION WALLINGS AND STORMS OF EXPECTANCIES...






LOVE...






SOMETHING TO BREAK THROUGH WALLS OF FIRE, FEARS, ILLUSIONS AND THE IMITATIONS OF ACTING OUT TO BE AS SOMEONE ELSE...






LOVE...






HEART WILL OF AS IS IN PRESENCE TO CONNECT IN A FULLNESS OF COMING FORWARD AS REAL URGENCY BEYOND FALSE MEDIATIONS AND POWER DEAL MAKING...THE CORRUPTIVENESS OF GETTING SOMETHING FOR SEX THAT IS NOT LOVE PRESENCE IN WILL OF CONNECTION...






THE ABILITY TO LOVE...THE WILL TO LOVE...






IT IS TIME IN BEING WITHOUT DECEPTION, MANIPULATION AND CONTROLS OF OUTCOMES...






LOVE...






WOONDEAD...OVERCOMING THE 'WOONDEADNESS' OF INNER TRAPPED LIFE...OF OPPRESSIVENESS IN DENIALS...OF THE MADNESS TYRANNY OF SOME ECONOMIC VALUE FOR SEXUALITY...